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Sep. 15th, 2009

  • 12:18 AM

The internet line here is getting seriously slow that it was almost impossible for me to open up LJ.( i'm using my housemate's broadband now BTW) explaining the reason i've been non-posty here these day.. instead, i've been busy with my blogspot. ( silala melawat kalo sudi.. heh).

ok..back to the main reason i'm here ..haha

tagged  by [info]syazanishi_sama

1.Write your username

   Izzaki

2. Write your 2 favourite bands/groups of the moment
    Big bang ( isn't it obvious?)
    2Pm (ok.. not without jae.. no)
    hurm.. do i like other groups at all now?
    ok.. 2NE1 and 4 minutes ( i cant decides. hoho.. boleh la kan..please)

3. Write something you ♥, aka let me see your heart

  

4. Write the name of your favourite person of all time
urmh... do i really have to answer this.. haha
ok..
Artist : Dong Young Bae ( dont ask me why.. i'm just helplessly attracted to him.. (n.n)
Sport : Nicol Ann david ( i mean.. she's just WOW!! i want to be like her since 13 years old.. but, oh well.. )
Personality : Barack Obama ( i'm doin an assignment on him lately and i think i'm swept by obamanism now.. Hope he's a true person  like what i've read) and my favourite teacher in  Asma, Pn JAlilah and Pn Kartina

why do i have the habit to overanswering everything.. hahaha


5. Write the name of your recent favoured person
my bestie!!!! ( chingu yeotjjana... *singin-friends by Top and Sol)

6. Tag 6 people to do this meme
[info]skutergirl
[info]miljnte
[info]montanaky
[info]zekanishi
[info]puppet_princess

so .. guess i'm done here.. off to Facebook then.. haha

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i'll keep on running!!

  • Aug. 13th, 2009 at 12:31 AM

Yes i'm a nurse.. Is that wrong?




ever since school days.. i always dream of becoming an Interior designer, or a graphic designer, VIsual art artist, ...basically anything that is related with art.i'm sooooooo in love with art that i've gone against my father and take Art as my 12th SPM. subject ..
and gladly i did very well back then..
and i believe that I could make a living with my art skill.

then..i got accepted to matriculation. although i did get some other offers to take these Art related program in universities.. but i didn't accept it, because..I wanted to explore what does the matriculation life could offer me.. and anyway, i could still go for those courses after i finish matriculation.
and then.. after a year in matric during the time to choose the course i want to take in university later on, i found myself asking..,
"do i really want to do those art-related job?"

"can i get a satisfaction if i work those area?"

" what can i contribute to the society by working in that area'
and i found myself having these urge to help others.. that's was when i found my love for NURSING. and I'm qualified enough to take up other courses rather thanNUrsing.. but i choose to be in it. (of all 8 choices of courses-7 of em was filled with nursing courses)

my dad totally oppose of this decision.. even in my 2nd year.. he would still suggest me to change courses.. fearing that i have taken the wrong part.. ( because he knew i was always so keen on ART)
and i cant blame him for that..

I thought i have enough love and courage to take up this course.. To say that truth, there were time after I got in the the University that I wanted to quit because it was so hard to struggle with studies, other people's perception and my own expectation of myself . But it's not like I wanted to seriously quit, and I think that's something that everyone thinks at least once inside their heart.

During those stressful days,a lot of time.. i cried on the phone and told my parents about the stresses that i have while on this program. I hate being here so much..
I was betrayed, stabbed behind, lied upon here. Someone spread false rumors about me and that resulting in me being called many times by the lecturers and head of department. And there's once been an incident where my marks was given unjustly.. i just dont understand why that thing happens as it shouldn't been happening.. and my group have given our best to earn better marks.. BUt these things just happens right?
i never felt so depressed in my entire life..


Making thing worst, I always feel so downgraded by other when talking about my career path.When people around me ask about my Course.. and i answer back.. " i'm a nursing student" , the response wasn't always positive.
if at the first, before they know i'm a nurse-they would talk using a differnt kind of way..it would suddenly change to," owh.. a NUrse" like i just say something totally dumb..like i suddenly look dumb to them..

Nursing alone is hard.. and people like that keep making this job harder for us.. and what's wrong with that?
why must people look at me like i'm such a loser for choosing this path..
why must u talk to me like i'm so lower ranking than them.. like suddently i turn stupid just because they know that i'm a nurse.
why must people downgrade me for the path that i take..

Even in the working area.. We were always downgraded by other health care personnel.. Especially doctors. even when we are already working so hard..we were there by the patient side every shift, give them what they need. help them with whatever they ask us to. Nurse them..BUt then, we were always the last person to be appreciated in the ward. and the first to be blamed if something goes wrong..

 

and i'm tired of this..tired of being unappreciated..
tired of being perceived as stupid and incapable of doing anything right even when we got enough knowledge and skill.
tired as being seen as handmaiden to the doctors even when we have the same educationa level as them.. we are colleagues. not the doctor's servant.
Tired of being seen as soo lower ranking compared to our other working colleagues ( doctor, occupational therapy, Medical imaging ect2)..like getting the.. "oooo.. nurse" and the sudden silence after knowing who we are. or when what we said was the last to be heard just because they think they are superior to us.
i'm tired of all of this bureaucracy thing that keep us low in the eye of the public.



and i'm a degree level student.. but in Malaysia, there are still no posting placement for degree holder nurse to be in the clinical area that enable them to get their salary based on their educational level. we can't get the U41 ranking yet as that would mean that we are the same level as doctors and that was opposed by them ( but .. hello. we got our degree too) And we are no longer the supporter team. ( bukan kumpulan sokongan)..so we deserve to get U41. but then.. People and their Jealousy, close-mindedness and ignorance.. so now, even when i study more than the diploma level student..spend more time in school than them.. i would still receive the payment of a diploma nurse..
and worst, our prospect here in Malaysia isn't too bright as many private hospital also favor to take diploma nurse rather than degree holder nurse.

( my friends and i.. the first student batch taking degree in nursing after our Matriculation)
IT WASN'T EASY TO BE A NURSE.. THUS DON'T MAKE LIFE HARDER FOR US..


for my soon to be doctors friends.. please.. try to understand this. Doctors work on curing the patient and nurses works to nurse the patient..not to just hang around you,or be your handmaiden. We have our own job.. you have your own. We are not your handmaiden. so please.. as much as we respect your job.. please respect our too. but i totally apologize for the wrongdoing of some nurses who just take nursing as a job.. not career-those who did very careless and unprofessional work . but please, don't generalize us based on the wrong doing of others. We are changing. and I want to be one of the changing agent in this nursing profession.


And we are also human, so please respect us as human.. Don't go screaming around in the ward at the nurses for their wrongdoing. please be professional. lets us works with each other, instead of against each other.

i just love this quote " If there are people who are having problems with studies or related to sports....... It might sound harsh, but thinking that you're doing your best is not sufficient, is it? People around you are working even harder. Try harder and harder and if it's still impossible, then you're not suited for it. Suitable, and unsuitable is something that happens to everyone, so you just have to work hard at something else." It was py's who said this.. and i realize..i always feel like i have given my best in everything.. but there are always other people who are working even harder than me, thus i should go all out before i give upon this.. And i'm glad i did.

( i love him for his maturity and deep thinking regarding something. and at the same time manages to pull off that stupid goofy character that i love so much. thanks for the inspiring words..py!!)



after 3 years in the nursing courses.. meeting lots and lots of people. Experiencing enough bitterness.receiving lots of moral support and encouragement from both the patients and some doctors ( who are indeed very helpful and kind).. my own experience in clinical area..I think, Nursing is the best job on earth.
there is no other job that let us touch someones heart soo deeply and at the same time allows us to help them with their pain, suffering,sorrow,worries, uncertainties, loneliness, from the day they were sent to the ward until the day they are able to smile back.. and walk, and talk.., and later come to us with the biggest gift of all..
A "THANK YOU"from a patient that we have help all along..

and i think i want live everyday for things like that to happens..

to be able to help others as long as i can and aspire them to live their life.I

 

hope i can be a good nurse.. I hope i'll be able to change the current situation here in Malaysia and improve our image.God.. please help me to walk along these path.. and please make me able to do all that i aim to do..

(our practical in 2008.. I had wonderful time learning and experiencing many things here. the doctors are very helpful to teach us thing we don't know )

( in the obstetric and gynecology ward.. I think i had the best time of my life handling the babies here)

( our community program, in negeri sembilan.. It was so much fun and satisfaction to be able to get along with the society here

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Aug. 5th, 2009

  • 4:10 AM

ok.. i know i promise myself that i WOULD NOT
buy the Bigshow DVD since i have to be on strict budget this semester
( this is why i really hate living in the campus-it cost more than living outside the campus)
i'm nearly broke this month.. Help!!
so.. that's mean, no Bigshow DVD for me..( i meant to buy it as a birthday present 4 myself)huhu

but..

but..

with the fansites posting so many things about the new DVD. ( esp the clips at Lotte amusement park.. TOp bein as silly as ever..)i'm so tempted to buy it..

argh..

this is sooo hard!!

i want that DVD sooooooo bad

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Aug. 3rd, 2009

  • 3:33 PM

i was waken up at 6 am to Fly fm's Pagi show discussion on the radio..( i love those 3 dJ's)
they are sooooooo... funny as always!!!
you really deserve to win the SHOUT award

i was taken by their discussion today.
" in the latest scientist discovery, men are expected to extinct in future"
then phat phabes said " women.. we are precious commodity.. i might rent myself "( haha.. he is so crazy)
Ben adds," we're so precious.. we might even stock market ourselves"
luckily there's Nadia to keep em on the ground..Go Nadia!!

i couldn't agree more with a caller's opinion..
" the world would still be the better place without men.. if men extinct, we could always duplicate their little asset and a recent research prove that the sperms can be reproduce in lab!!
and just look at the reason men extinct are their own behavior.. look at who are the largest community in the " pusat serenti", Jail and involve in Rempit.. it's men, right?so no wonder if they extinct" (U GO GIRL!! )
there's a lot of other arguments between them and their callers.
" in a world without men, it would be a very dark world.. who would change the light bulb then?the car tyres" ( just love this caller's opinion. . because it was so true to some extend to me)

ok.. i'm not here to summarize their whole argument. .

but just think.. what would a world without men be?
yes.. in some part.. sumtimes ( and almost all the times) men are a pain in the butt.
but i dont think my ideal world is a world without men.

yes.. i think women can live without men..but it feel like ...
it feel..

empty

why do we women even bother to wear makeup, fashionable sexy dress and expensive perfume if there are nobody to appreciate it?
why would women bother to keep her 0 size if all that she have to impress is only herself and her female team?
why would some female even try to act innocent and weak if there is nobody to protect them anyway.

its a pity if we did all that just to impress our kinds ( except if you r a lesbian.. that is)

if there is no man.. this world indeed will be a less happy world to me.
because...
because...

it'll be very weird listening to another female singing for another female's name
( ever notice that the are almost no songs with the title using a man's name)


and..

will BIG BANG exist then?
how bout SUPER JUNIOR?2pm? DBSQ? NEWS? L'arc-en-ciel? KATTUN? JJ LIN? SHINWA?Shinee? haruma? Jang geun Suk? ect2


and..

who will i fangirl then?


NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO

this can't be happening!!!!

if there is no man in this world.. i think i'll just die of boredom ( dari zaman sekolah sampai ke universiti, asyik jumpa pompuan ja.. i noe very well this situation)


so.. lets just hope what the scientist predicted will not happens in near future.

( lets just hope the XY gen would still
last till my time ends.. lalala)

girls like boys..
Izzaki

p/s: do check out the PAgi show team.. i assure you, even in your most worst mood, u'll crack up listening to them..
PHAT PHABES, NADIA AND BEN..
u guys made my day everyday!!

FLY FM FREQUENCY
Lembah Kelang 97.6 FM, Penang 88.2 FM, Ipoh 104.5 FM, Seremban, 99.5 FM, Malacca 104.0 FM, Johor Bahru 90.1 FM, K.Terengganu 105.0 FM, Kuantan 92.4 FM, Alor Setar 88.2 FM Kota Kinabalu 87.7 FM Kuching 94.3 FM

(promote ni!!aku patut dapat gaji la)
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  • Mood: bouncy
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Edisi sekolah part 2

  • Jul. 9th, 2009 at 12:12 PM

warning: jangan bace kalo korang anti-Asma atau x puas sti dengan result band Comp Kedah.

kalo orang tanya kat aku.. pengalaman kat tempat mana paling best dan paling aku ingat.. aku mesti jawab kat Sek menengah..(sila baca entry sebelum ni) Sungguh terbukti aku ni sorang yang sangat semangat sekolah. Sampai kalo ternampak Bas kaler merah hati yang ada logo Asma 2 aku x terkira gembiranya.macam anak jiran sebelah rumah aku bila nampak orang Jual Aiskerim.. tapi aku x jerit la , aiskerim2 macam dia. tapi,  lantak r orang nak kata apa kan..," macam budak2". Ala aku tau.. kamu jeles kan sbb x nampak bas sek kamu lalu. . tapi aku memang akui.. ," ye..saya memang sangat semangat sekolah". tapi ni bukan objektif utama aku nak post menda ni..back to the main point.

ini bukan perhimpunan agung UMNO atau konsert AKON

Sedang aku dok mengira hari2 nak balik Kl, datang ke Puncak Alam ni..sambil memikirkan taktik2 nak pura2 sakit sebab x mau balik, En Yusub bagitau sal pertandingan Band peringkat negeri Kdah. macam tau2 je dia aku nak buat2 sakit haritu.. So, plan 2 x jadi la sbb dia x mau bawak aku pegi kalo sakit lagi.. Secara otomatisnya aku jadi sihat tiba2 petang tu.


full house beb..

 sbb pertandingan Band 2, Stadium Sultan Abd Halim yang suram muram sebelum ni tetiba jadi gamat macam Star Parade malam Rabu tu. kalau sapa mai lambat tu.. nasib malang r.. memang wajib berdiri dari awai sampai abih. Tapi sebab En Yusub kena bt rakaman video malam 2, walaupun aku pun golongan datang lmbat, boleh r duduk kat tempat VIP.. So, x kena "berdiri smpai nak tercabut kaki" quote dari orang yang kena berdiri.. jangan marah r Mas. ( ^.^)

aku dah kata.. purple itu best..

wajah2 lega orang yang berjaya mendapatkan tempat duduk di kawasan VIP.

sbb kitaorang x duduk di kawasan budak2 purple-bdk Asma, ( sebab cik Adib x mau duduk sana)aku agak boring la sbb x leh lawan jerit ngan budak2 ASma len. Asal aku jerit nama SEk ngan tepuk tangan kuat2 je, orang kat depan aku dah tengok pelik2. Jeles la tu sbb dia x leh jerit sama. heh. x pun dia cikgu Kolej, sedap je aku ngutuk Kolej blkang dia. hoho.Sambil 2 EnYusub dok geleng2 kepala tengok anaknya. ( 2 nasib baik la dia x tengok aku kat konsert Avril haritu.. haha) . Pertandingan ni x lengkap r kalo si budak2 Kolej ngan Asma x lawan sorak...lama dah x nampak aktiviti turun temurun ni.dah la Asma ngan kolej duduk dekat2, nasib baik ada grup  student baju ijau kat tengah, kalo x, ada adegan tarik tali tarik rambut, Aku-cakar-muka-ko-macam-wolverine.. walaupun Kolej cuba untuk menenggelamkan suara kami, still masih bleh dgr.."ASma Chaiyok"!!!!! budak2 keat Hwa pun sokong Asma.. BOOOOOOO untuk KOLEJ. !!

 


penyokong time SAS Band dah nak keluar dari stadium..korang memang gempak r


saringan.. persembahan okestra Keat Hwa.. yang kat belakang tu semua band yang bertanding
 

so.. the result.. DAh yang lawan pun 2 Sek ja, Asma ngan Kolej (ayah aku kata Keat Hwa merajuk sbb result thn lepas).. So, x susah nak jangka r sapa menang.* Bangga bangga*. HArap2 SAS BAnd menang National lagi... You make us proud!! WAY TO GO GIRLS!


ASMA CHAIYOK!!!!!!!

SAS BAND HWAITING!!!!!!

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Edisi sekolah

  • Jul. 8th, 2009 at 11:31 PM


sebab tetiba je aku terasa sangat rindu sama sekolah lama aku, aku merelakan diri sendiri buat menda alah yang ditag kpd aku neh. Daripada mengusha budak2 lelaki dekat asrama depan pura2 baca buku, baik aku bt benda len. Manala tau nanti dia ingat aku ni rajin bt assignment ke..hahha

Let see how much you remember and how much you regret your high school years...

1. Who were your seatmates?
F1: Nadzirah F2: syapikah Najian + Naemah F3-HAjar + Haizum F4-Tehah F5-Tehah jugak (macam ada konspirasi bagi aku dpt tpt 2 lagi ja)

2. Still remember your English teacher?
HUh... English teacher.. Aku paling suke Cikgu english tym F3, tapi dah lupa r nama dia.. PN Zarina kot ngan Teacher Vijayanthi. tapi dlam byk2 cikgu yang ngajar aku aku pling byk x suka cikgu English. Ingat lagi Ms Au suka panggil kelas kitaorang '" lazy bum".. huh ingat lagi tuh.

3. What was your class name?
Oh...aku sangat suke soalan ni.. aku boleh kata penah masuk suma kelas la. lengkap nama Sultanah Asma
1 sultanah, 2 Asma , 3 Asma , 4 Kedah , 5 Kedah
*nota kakitangandanmulut = S adelah kelas terbaik menengah rendah , A adelahkelas 2nd dan K adelah kelas Utk Budak2 yang amik subjek IT
*nota kukukaki = Aku yang dulu bole tahanla..

4. Who was your love then?
eh?itu soalan sensitip* muka merah* next question..

5. Made friends to the lower years?
Agak ramai la... tapi sy x glamer macam drum major Band ataupun Ketua pengawas ataupun Kak Pah n the geng

6. Had a boyfriend/girlfriend?
apekah soalan ini...nak memerangkap nih.
girlfriend pastilah ada.... sbb 2 sekolah pompuan.

7. How was your table arrangement in class?
susun dua tym F1, susun 3 time F2 ngan F3 ( aku dok kat depan skali wooo), 2 balik tym F4 ngan F5 ( pun aku duduk kat depan skali jugak.. Bangge2)

8. Made any enemies?
aku x suke cikgu math aku time F2, kenape dia mesti nak tampal nama orang yang Galus Math kat papan kenyataan Math. Mesti r nama aku kekal kat situ sepanjang musim.Argh.. benci r ingat.

9. What games did you play?
huh.. batu seremban.. ? aku kaki kayu la..tulang reput x kacip ngan game2 ni sangat . selalu aku jadi tukang tepuk kat belakang jer.. Aku kan penyokong yang setia. Tapi aku mesti pastikan nama aku termasuk dlm list peserta Marathon sekolah la tetiap tahun. Walaupun antara orang terakhir dapat mata, tapi saya suke menda ni. Tapi aku aktif benda len yang bukan sukan r.

10. Did you buy your lunch?
wajibla.. dah bangun pagi pun liat, mana ada time nak bwk bekal.. tapi selalunya mkanan kat Kefeteria Asma cpt abih.. aku slalu makan biskut Tiger beli kat Ko-op jer.. Tu pun kadang2 ada geng2 mengecek biskut tu..

11. Were you a party animal?
Parti binatang? x penah jumpa pulak..
manade.. saya budak baik la time sekolah dulu, suci murni macam Safi..
tapi sejak masuk U ni dah sedikit tercemar la..tapi sy still berasa sy ni budak baik jugak.

12. Were you well known in your school?
Rasanya tidak. kecuali di kalangan pengawas yang jaga kat depan porch sekolah awal2 pagi. nama aku wajib ada dalam buku dorang. tapi aku x puas hatila, kenapa ada sorang senior prefect tu , macam x sabar2 nak tulis nama aku dalam buku dia, x sempat aku nak turun dr kereta, dia dah siap tulis nama aku dah.. Nampak sgt keglameranaku terserlah di awal2 pagi.

13. Skip classes?
time Kelas Jahitan Pn Rozana Luxamana..aku mesti cari alasan x mau pegi sekolah. ngeri r kelas 2 , dah r aku memang x berbakat dalam jahit menjahit ni, Dia plak macam tau2 je aku memang x kacip ngan keja2 orang pompuan ni, selalu je bt round time aku guna mesin Jahit, Salah jahit je aku mesti kena cubit.. Dah la yang mesin tu pun , asal aku guna je bt perangai.. Memang Cis la kelas jahitan dulu. sbb tu sampai skrg aku still x pandai jahit.

14. Did you get suspended/expelled?
walaupun saya kaki dating lambat tetiap hari ke sekolah walaupun En Yusub dah pecut kereta Wira itam dia hari2 mengalahkan micheal shumaker ( time tu dia femes lagi), tapi aku x penah r kena warning nak kn suspend pun. Saya kan budak baek.. heh.

15. Can you sing the school song?

Sekolah Sultanah Asma,
Lahir dari cita-cita,
Mendidik serikandi bangsa,
Berjasa sepanjang masa,

Berjanji setulus hati,
Berikrar semurni kata,
Belajar, berilmu, berbakti,
Tertunai harapan semua.

Dengan tekad dan keyakinan,
Berazam mencapai kejayaan,
Hadapi dugaan, cabaran,
Demi kesejahteraan masa depan.

Oh sekolah tercinta,
Mekar subur perkasa,
Namamukan diplihara,
Dengan peribadi mulia.

*aku tulis sendiri tahu,aku tidak salin dan tampal

16. What was your favorite subject?
walaupun aku suka buat2 rajin, tapi sbnarnya aku memang amat malas blajar, tambah time add math.. (kalau boleh nak antuk kepala kat dinding sbb terasa terlampau bodoh nak paham benda yang diajar tu) .eh.. silap soalan .Aku sentiasa bersemangat time kelas Seni..Kalau Pn Kartini x buat klas minggu tu.. aku akan sgt down spanjang minggu. Oh..dan Kimia, time form 5, sbb terasa paham benda yang orang len x paham sgt.. bangge lah tu.

Tapi agaknya kalau sir Ong yang ngajar aku fizik, mungkin aku akan sangat minat Fizik kot..*wink.wink* hahahah

17. What was your school's full name?
Sekolah Menengah Kebangsaan Sultanah Asma ( alamat aku lupa)

18. Did you go to the dances?
menari apa? Cak lempong? Oh.. tidak, setakat menari utk pertandingan senamrobik tu adala.. err, jawab soalan ke tuh?

19. Where did you go most often during breaks?
Pusing2 pekan Alor star.. sampai sekarang pun lagu tu. Dah bosan dah pun asyik tengok benda2 yang sama.

20. If you could go back in time and do it all over, would you?
Kalau boleh pegi balik ke zaman tu? Wajaibla aku nakkkk sangatttttt. Mesti la aku x melapaskan peluang tu.x bosan pun. Kalau boleh patah balik, aku nak pastikan aku mesti buli Adib sebelum dia stat buli aku..hahaha, belajar main gitar dari Ida, datang awal 1st day persekolahan supaya boleh pilih tempat. Pastikan aku mintak balik semua projek seni aku dari pn Kartini,( menyesal aku x amikbalikkeja aku tu) blajar lagi banyak sal seni halus, participate dalam banyak lagi xtvt sekolah, share lagi banyak benda dgn Aliaa ngan Erma.. ( pastu sembunyi cd tu dengan pembungkus hadiah sbb x mau bagi teheh nampak), Amik gambar ngan cikgu Harun ngan Sir ONg utk ditunjuk kat anak cucu aku.. ( bahawasanya aku penah bergambar ngan jejaka- most-wanted kat sekolah..heh) Lukis lagi banyak gambar Sir Ong… ohhhhh banyaknya benda aku nak buat.

21. What do you remember most about 5th year?
Mestilah semua yang berkaitan dengan Kayers. Kamu semua sangat best dan gempak la., pengalaman kena jumpa Mak leha sal projek seni x siap, rombongan ke langkawi ( eh. Tu tingkatan 4).time nak dekat xm, blajar waktu petang ngan Aliaa ( yang jd sgt awkward sbb Aliaa tetiba diam.. macam ada yang x betui ja), pesan McD time bulan posa..( kes geng2 uzur).. banyak la..

22. Worst memory in 5th year?
Fail ntah brapa kali berturut2 subjek Add math ( tapi aku dapat 9A 3 B jugak time SPM.. Oh, biarkan aku berbangga sekejap dengan diri aku yang dulu.. diriku sekarang?.. boleh tahan), Kena gelak ngan ms Au sbb salah sebut “youth”( bebulu tul aku time tu), hari sukan (memang musim paling aku x gemar).Kena tinggal oleh En yusub sbb lambat keluar dari kelas ( sampai kul 7 ptg). Kena kutip sampah sebab datang lambat ( denda le ni)

bila ingat balik, memang sangat best la time kat sekolah dulu.. tapi kenapa dulu nak sangat masa cepat gerak.. I wish we could go back to that moment.

Rindu la dengan:
Sir Ong dan habit dia yang suka sebut OK tu..
Cikgu Sarafudin yang slalu terlelap dalam kelas.
Gelagat Raja dok usha ustaz Faisal.
Kayers ( dan bdk2 pompuan len) yang tetiba jadi diam time Sir Ong lalu kat bilik Sains ( pastu dia sedar orang tengok dia.. dia gelak2 sendiri..Cumel la).
Upha yang slalu bt pertandingan pantun 2 kerat dalam kelas.. ( gile rindu la)
Pah-si ketua yang slalu kelang kabut..da Upha si penolong yang suka pekena orang
Wida yang slalu tido dalam kelas tapi dapat markah tinggi jugak ( jeles x terhingga)
En Rosli dan perut buncitnya terutamanya time dia bersandar kat meja guru..
Adegan menyembunyikan henset time pengawas buat spot check.
Gejala meniru jawapan Add math Raja bila org nak kutip buku.
Erma yang slalu dok usha abang Sue..
Time kelas jadi kecoh time nak bedah Katak waktu Bio.
Sir Tan yang cumel.
Beratur depan kelas, nyanyi lagu negaraku sebelum masuk kelas ( tapi aku slalu x da la .. dah mai lambat)
Time sekolah buat latihan kebakaran tapi x da sesapa pun peduli sbb ingat bunyi loceng time rehat…satu kelas rentung r centu.
jam dinding F4 yang Pah letak dalam kelas dulu..memang semua orang tetiba jadi concern dengan time ketika itu.
Kegilaan Pah kat Jerry sampai beli buku novel Meteor garden dengan drama dia skali..
Kegiatan menyeludup kaset Energy & Vcd Jepun ngan Erma,dan Aliaa.
Choral speaking..dengan budak kelas N ke M ntah
Pertandingan senamrobik, yang adik pah jadi jurulatih, pastu muncul gelaran”Penguin” kat Ana.
En harun yang "ensem" bak kata Aliaa dan ahli2 fanclub dia especially time hari guru. Mesti pengawas yang bagi bunga kat dia gembira x terkira.
budak2 asrama yang selalu tido dalam kelas menjelang hari2 penilaian asrama gemilang.
dan yang paling rindu, berkumpul beramai2 time pertandinagn band, sambil dok boo budak kolej.
Kena panggil'"pREP " oleh geng2 yang x best tu ( bdk2 kolej)


Once an ASMARIAN always an ASMARIAN.

even if i was given any chance to change everything, i will still choose all of you..

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I'm a AB.. whats yours?

  • May. 26th, 2009 at 8:11 PM



i think i've couldn't be happier to know that bae is of the same blood group as mine..* jumps*


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I know that we belong together ( dreamy mode). i've been watchin that very same Cf for... Ok, i lost my counting since its been like weeks since it is released.. and yet, still dont understand what the Cf supposed to mean, except saying that B blood type are a player, A blood type are sweet and sensitive, O are... hurm, what does deasung represent, sensitive? and AB as cold blooded.(well i like to think that he dump that girl because he cant take a cheater like her)he looks do damn hot in the cf. And really, do u believe that sweet guy would ever do anytin like that in real life if the girl wasn't cheatin on him?
i really dont agree with the Cf, so i've done some reading about the blood type personality. And so far i like these articles best.


Type A

Type-A people are farmers. ( i didn't said this)They are shy, introverted perfectionists. They are considerate to others and cannot tell a lie easily. They are loyal to friends and coworkers. They can be secretive, though, and don't often share their feelings. They don't hold their liquor well.


People with blood type A have a deep-rooted strength that helps them stay calm in a crisis when everyone else is panicking. However, they tend to avoid confrontation, and feel very uncomfortable around people. ( is jiyoung really like that)A types are shy and sometimes withdrawn. They seek harmony and are very polite, but all the same feel that they never really fit in with others. A types are very responsible ( explain jiyongjie very well). If there is a job to be done, they prefer to take care of it themselves. These people crave success and are perfectionists. They are also very creative, and the most artistic of all the blood types, most likely because of their sensitivity.

People with blood type A are also likely to be considered classic "type A's": stressed and conscientious.


Type B

Type-B people are hunters. They have independent spirits with strong personalities. While they don't care what others think of them,( patut r Nisa x heran sgt apa org kata) they are extremely passionate about the things they hold dear. They can be shallow, lazy and quite impatient.

People with blood type B are the most practical of the blood groups. They are specialists in what they do. When they start a project, they spend extra time understanding and trying to follow directions than others might. When they are doing something, all of their attention is focused on it. They tend to stick to a goal and follow it through to the end, even if it seems impossible. They tend to be less than cooperative, as they like to follow their own rules and their own ideas. They are individualists. B type people pay attention to their thoughts a little more than their feelings, and therefore can sometimes seem cold and serious.

People with blood type B are often considered more relaxed, freewheeling, and unconventional than other types, although not necessarily to an unacceptable degree.


Type O

Type-O people are warriors. They are outgoing ( so is daesung)expressive, and passionate. They are highly motivated and natural leaders. Blessed with a strong physical presence, they aren't afraid to gamble because they are so convinced they will win. They are natural athletes.( so thats why he can easily lift hyori in family outing.. hurm) They tend to be obsessive in their quest for success, and this can make them boring to others

People with blood type O people are also energetic and social. They are the most flexible of the blood types. . They are flighty and not too dependable. O types always say what's on their mind. They value the opinion of others and like to be the center of attention. Also, people with O blood are extremely self-confident.( why do i think this best implies to maknae)

Type O, the most "average" blood type, is considered the best type in Japan.



Type AB

Type-AB people are humanists( yes i am) They are an unpredictable, distant lot, but tend to use their heads over their hearts. They are good with money. ( haha.. i dont quite agree with this) They seek accord and so work well as mediators; however, they can be viewed as two-faced( huh, so that explain a lot why i cant act the same to certain grup of people)

People with blood type AB are hard to categorize. They can have characteristics on both ends of the spectrum at the same time. For instance, they are both shy and outgoing. They easily switch from one opposite to another. AB people are trustworthy and responsible, but can't handle it when too much is asked of them. They don't mind doing favors or helping out, as long as its on their own conditions(Hey, who enjoys to be bossed around) People with this blood type are interested in art and metaphysics ( true.. true)

AB is considered the worst blood type.( no way.. i cant have the worst trait) In predictability-loving Japan, they're loose cannons. They also like to set their own conditions and reserve the right to drop out when things don't meet their expectations.(ahem.. let me explain this, it's not my fault if my expectation of thing are a bit higher than other, i just like thing to be perfect, or else, better leave it) They're known to be sensitive and considerate—at times—but it just isn't enough to balance out the flaws in this blood type.

and the match making.............................................................

A is most compatible with A and AB.( ok, i would't reject the idea of being with Jiyoung)

B is most compatible with B and AB. ( n also definetly would not reject TOP)

AB is most compatible with AB, B, A, and O. ( meaning i can have all the boys.. hahaha)

O is most compatible with O and AB


so far, the blood type reading are quite accurate to mine. I'm a AB positive ( an endangered species in Malaysia), so what's yours?

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credits:
http://www.issendai.com/rpgs/takemywings/bloodtypes.htm

http://www.associatedcontent.com/article/31454/evaluate_personality_by_blood_type.html?cat=34

  • Location:between boxes
  • Mood: crazy
  • Music:my heaven( jap version) -bigbang

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desktop wallie

  • May. 14th, 2009 at 1:05 AM

LJ hates me.. and also the other way around
i dont know if how will this comes out..but my Journal setting is damn stupid now!! ( and i have to work this out in HTML code.*angry*)
so, here goes...

1. Go to your desktop and press the Print Scrn key (located on the right side of the F12 key).
2. Open a graphics program (like Picture Manager, Paint, or Photoshop) and Paste (CTRL + V)
3. Post the picture on your blog. You can also give a short explanation on the look of your desktop if you want. You can explain why you prefer such a look or why it is full of icons. Things like that. (If you really want to know, feel free to ask.)

4. Tag five of your friends and ask them to give you a Free View of their desktops as well.




Mason Moon.I have become a fan of this little sweetheart since " baby and me" .. and just couldn't get enough of him.(who could resist those smile and big eyes-not me)
Actually i have desktop background change automatically every 15 minutes( using webshot desktop).. so this pic does no appears for long time.. Most of the time..hurm, 65 % of the background are Big bang's pic( mostly Taeyang and TOP).

                                                                                                                                                  ( i need this when i'm feeling nerdy)

it's a waste actuallly since most of the time i never notice the desktop wallpaper( duh.. it's sooo obvious, Nobody uses the computer just to stare at the desktop..haha)

the Icons..ahh, previously, more than half of the screen is filled with em'( i know i'm a mess..haha). i'm just too lazy to open up my document every time i want to continue doing all the assignments. i never notice how messy the desktop was until all the assignment were safely handed. What left on screen now are only my multimedia programs.

i'm tagging..
i think  i already know what my friends have as desktop wallie..so , yes, i'm skipping this.

  • Mood: annoyed
  • Music:alex - daisy

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Apr. 28th, 2009

  • 11:08 PM


it's another 5 days before my final exam ends.. yeah!!
i hardly notice how quickly time flew..
 yesterday's paper  was the hardest paper of all ( most probably because the subject is what i hate the most- research methodology)
the pearson correlation ( r-value) between me liking research is -1, thus there is a negative significant correlation between me and this subject. heh. i just hope that my carry mark is enough to pull me out of this subject's repeat class next semester. i just cant understand and stand learning all those, those.. terrible mindmanipulating SPSS things.. Headache!!

me and the girls went out karaoke-ing at Sunway.. during after that exam.
quite expensive, but totally worth it..
they got tons of korean and japanese song to choose, and i'm as happy as a kitten being fed the expensive royal canine food ( in case of the cats i have at home)
hah, for the first time, really, i found the list of korean and japanese song to sing in karaoke.( couldn't be happier)
my list of song for the day: you can be it'll be everything associated with big bang. even the english score; ( so -sick - because the boys used to sang it, with you-tae yang sang it, - i'm totally bigbangholic.. now)
yeah, yesterday was great. !!!Thank you girls, lets do this again some other time ok.

then spend half of he day doing jang geun suk marathon.. haha
such a multitalented cutie.
i just can't believe that he is of the same age as me..Not fair, how did he managed to pull the  mature,innoncent, cool and handsome look  as  he did years before- he just dont age?
just finish watching doremifasolatido... and as the tittle itself reveal, it's totally full of songs
Oma!!! i just fall in love with his voice in that movie, he should have sings more.
i like the movie better than Nana. The only flaw is that , they are summarizing too many thing into a movie ( as it is adapted from a fanfiction novel) which make the story moves sometime  way too fast to be understood.
but still, its 10 out of 10 for me. i totally recommend this movie. Watch it if you like:
-Sweet-not too heavy romantic movie
-eyecandies ( JGS, the guy who play as Jungwon's brother ( i think it's BOF Lee Min Ho, but sometime he look similar to suju's Donghae *attention 2 Aliaa!* and the other guy-the selfish lover),
-great songs( espcially since JGS sung it),
-black cat named pupu( hahaha)
-and Jang Geun Suk ( as in my case )

just can't enough of JGS for the day.. i'm watching it again.. so that it 4 now.. ciao!!

uh, oh i found this on the net...
awwwwwwwwwwww!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
is it/ he cute??
                   
 


  • Mood: bouncy
  • Music:waiting for the time-doremifasolatodo OST

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GEE People!!

  • Apr. 25th, 2009 at 10:25 PM

my mood is ruin by reading this.

 SNSD Jessica + GDragon a Couple for ‘We Got Married’?

what is this??
it seem that the once famous reality Tv surely need A LOT of publicity to gain higher rating..
ok, i admit, i used to be a fan of this show.. ( solely because of hyun joong, but i stop half way anyway)
are they going to pick up every famous boy band group in Korea just to keep the program alive.. ( they got SS501, shinwa, suju) .. now , BIG BANG too? 
its not the idea of selecting GD that bugs me ( i'm soo happy that they didn't choose Young Bae or Choi TOP), but the first word does.
SNSD... Gee, people, aren't they any other girl that you can pair him up with instead SNSD? like Wonder girl, or After school, or Kara? 

hurm, i dont think i'm an anti soshi fan,and i for one, not an avid cassiopean, ( at least now) so i dont mind that haptic Cf so much.
i love their song ( in fact i have their album) , but there are just something about this group personality that i just hate.. ( and i think the factor include their die-hard fan). The racist, the rude girl, the one that think that her english is so damn good, just because she used to live in US,


i used to question why my fren Aliaa seem not to like em very much even they r the female version of SuJu ( supposely). now i know y.
Gee, no wonder they got so many antis out there
rasa macam grup ni mmg menumpang populariti grup len, sapi tol ( bukan safi-tu jenama sabun cuci muka cik yani).

  
these 2.. on a make believe marriage show..?
Urmh... A BIG NO!!! for me


I seriously need to get back to my researc books now.. so ciao..!!

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 kpop jjang



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Now

  • Apr. 20th, 2009 at 5:58 PM

i think  i'm seeing double..
just don't quite understand why must JYP do a remake of something that is already perfect like FIN KL's 'now " MV.. ( and remake the exact same MV)
what are they trying to prove here? Wonder girls can do a better job with the songs?or to tell the fans that they are still in the music world .I can understand that ,as  since this April have welcome a lot of new single from Girls band ( i just love After school's Diva!!)
but to me.. the original one is better than the remake.. except the guy in wonder girl's version seem more yummy~
i'm not bias here, but fin-kl sound better than wonder girls ( no voodoo doll with my face my please, guys)
i dont think i'm the only noticing this.. have the girls gain weight or it is just an illusion.? ( again, no voodoo doll please)
but feel free to judge the vids!!

the original



 
the remake

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truly, madly,deeply

  • Apr. 13th, 2009 at 3:29 PM

it's official..
i'm TOTALLY and OFFICIALLY declaring myself as Addicted to BIG BANG.. ( oh.. u know that already right)
so here's how i finally realize how badly i was affected by the bigbangholic rage.
today our class got another test on Mandarin since the last test have been cancelled due to ... ( i dont know why but i like to think that our laoshi ( ahem,that cute-adorable-funny laoshi.) just want to see us for the last time since our Mandarin class ended earlier than other courses due to practical. ).. Did he misses me?? .. And owh.. He's looking so damn fine today.. and , thankfully his hair have grown back. Seriously, Sir, cutting your hair short is not the most brilliant idea espcially since that make u look like a school boy again.. ( i'm allergic to school boys.. haha) Ok.. enough about MR Fong

then, as the practical at the Emergency Room officially ended last saturday, and in a week time.. FINAL  Exam!! ( which i havent really prapare for) i decided it's time to take some time to go back to meet the lovely Mrs Fatimah and her Adorable husband. and this mean, goin to Pudu to but ticket which then indirectly mean that -going to Petaling street -which also indirectly mean-i'm goin to the CD shop again. ( my sister knows very well the hazard that CD shop have on me.. and warn me already earlier.. Sorry Jeton)

as predicted by that girl, i went to that CD shop.( i hate it when she is right) it's like i was hypnotized to go there.. ( it's like the scene in The confession of a shopaholic" where the "patung" call for the girl..only in my case, it was the CDs that calling me to see them.. in this case.. i'm completely innoncent right?). then , like knowing that i was there, the room suddently filled with the song from Big bang ( am i finally in paradise??) .. see, this really means that i'm hypnotized at that time. I already got the album and the DVD for the Mv that was aired at that time.. but dumbly, i stayed there until the whole  songs ended.. and i was actually running late to go to get the ticket home. and how i wish the sale girl wouldn't notice me next time i went to their shop. ( oh, please, please let her not notice that the girl who was singin along quite loudly there is not me)  OMG.. this is really terrible.. terrible. that was 75 minutes ago.. ( dear sales girl.. you will forget that scene.. u will 4get that scene when i count to 3). plus.. last time i went quite wild searchin for that Concert DVD without realizing that it was the same concert that i already have. haih* sigh*

then, on other occasion, the place: At home.
these 2 month is the hardest of all month of my whole study time as we got extra2  work to finish up by this month, which include my proposal for my thesis paper ( thinking about that already gives me headache). so.. internet and my Mr VIP ( my lappy) was my best friend during these days( not that we have been distance before this). so day in and day out, after that long tiring day at the Emergency Department, we still have to deal with the SpSS and literature review... ( life is cruel these day).  all day, spends in front of the laptop.. but if u check what am i actually doing.. my friend would goes, " what on earth r u doing at time like this" - it was big bang thing on..". and i would go.. " what, how did that thing turn on" haha -like they ever gonna believe that. ( but i still managed to finish the task-i'm so proud of u Izza) The Bigbang effect also can be seen in my Mandarin drama project- hope Mr Fong like seeing Boys singin in the bus as much as i do. hehe. luckily i didn't got the idea of redoing the whole MV. hurm.. maybe i should really do a study on VIPcology instead of Sociology. I'm so CONFIDENT that i'll get an A on that thesis .. ( Mrs Siti.. can i do a research on that.. please)












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I WANT A LOLLIPOP!!

  • Apr. 5th, 2009 at 3:11 PM



OWH!! another big bang commercial song..
 i cant stop my head from singin this song
lilli..lolli..pop..( stop singin la!!)

Jiyoung sure got the brain of frakenstein einstein when it come to making music ( wich explain much about his hairstyle in the clip.haha)
even i'm not a fan of LG.. but this song and the CM make CYON seem like a VERY COOL GADGET ( at that time only.. i'm still a fan of Sony ericsson and iPhone anyway)
That guy with the killer eyes!!did TOP just gotten cuter or  my eyes playing a trick on me because i've been neglecting him lately. ( hurm??)

2NE1 .the girls were cool.. Well, they are GOOD, but still .. they are still far from being the female Big bang..I still think that After school sound and moves better than them.( at least for now).. ( notice how many time i use the word "STILL"?..hurm..I really have to work up on my vocabulary these days)
but then, better keep an eye on them too!!* rush off to practical*
  • Location:lollipop land
  • Mood: cheerful
  • Music:lolipop-bigbang n 2NE1

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crack, crack, crack

  • Mar. 26th, 2009 at 9:17 PM

for dear friends, i'm so sorry for not keeping up with u guys these weeks. too tied up with practical and assignment. ( i'm thinking of voodoing my lecturer for making lives harder these practical weeks. )
even now, i'm suppose to do my research proposal.. but WTH, i think i need my rest also.
ok, first thing first.
i must have been the worst friend ever to be unable to recognise your pain.. Aliaa.. i'm so sorry.
did'nt realize that u have a new post... i tawt that it was the last one. ( terbukti x tengok heading post 2 )

then, secondly.. this
have u ever love someone( be it friends, boyfriends/gf, teachers ect) that u just accept everything that u know is bad about them.
even when u know that they smell, they badmouth other, they are prejudice and they fill the list of the person ( these r just example ok)  that everyone-would-hate. You witnes their flaw yourselves, yet, all of it seem like just very trivial.. small matter to you .. simply because you love them.
but then, after the relationship ended, even the slightest mistake of flaw that the person do , it seem like a major weakness to you.  you know that she's prejudice since the earlier day, but at that time u absolutely have no problem with it, but now, it have become her major flaw to u.
u know she's very selfish.. and seldom think about others, she just think that she's always right.. Yeah, uknow that. But u can tolerate it before, why after the friendship ended, these things seem bigger than it is.?
human heart is a very  complex thing.. be it anatomically or just a phrase in a literature. 
how can in a short time, it can change so drastically.
how can love quickly turn to hate.
how can the one i enjoy being with, within 2 month, become the one i hate the most to see or talk to. WHAT with all of this changes inside of me?
how can friend can turn into enemy after just a few weeks..
something that took so long to be build, just crash like that in a blink of the eyes, just because of .. DAMNING things called EGO.

to A ( i think u know who u r) if to hold on to this relationship requires me to be more patience.. i think i have given u my answer already..
even when u says u sorry ( bukan bercakap pun) .. it doesnt feel like u r sincere enuf in dealing with it.
it was u who starts it first, with the no-talking,no-lookin, don't care attitude. i dont understand...
as much as i love you, my patience have really drain out..
if u still dont get what the letter tells you.. try listening to this song..( the first one i means

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( dont wanna try ).</div>
it said exactly the same thing that i had in mind when i gave u the letter..
anyway.. thanks for the 3 years!! ( and i mean it)





  • Mood: gloomy
  • Music:dont wanna try - tae yang concert

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Mar. 22nd, 2009

  • 1:00 AM

there are time when we think that everything that happens around us is not fair, when we think that we have done our best but the effort seem fruitless, while everybody else have it easy on them. Lots of this happens.. that i think, its no use of trying, i just wanna give up..
"maybe i'm not destined to be doing this.. "
"maybe this is a wrong pathway for me"
and i look at other people's achievement and simply says that they got to their rank now because they are geniuses in their field..
looking back at myself, am i comparable to stand as tall as them.?
i was falling into a deep hole.. i was feeling unsecured with my own ability.

then, i found this..
my ultimate gift of music




i swear i cried hard the first time i watch this..
i was such a fool back then for wanting everything to come easy.. Thing have been hard for him also in the beginning,but he turn out really fine.
then again, no pain, no gain.
"my tae yang haven't risen?" no .. YOUNG bae u have shine so bright.. only if u can see how much light and heat u give to the fans.
thanks for being my SUN!!

  • Location:PJ
  • Mood: nostalgic
  • Music:dont wanna try - tae yang concert

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Mar. 21st, 2009

  • 10:40 PM

mak aku slalu  pesan.. buat baik berpada2.. buat jahat jangan skali( kiranya buat banyak kali boleh  la kan..hohoho). i should have known that once u tagged someone, u ought to get tagged back.. sedang aku beriang-riang buka intenet sambil berlakon macam tengah taip assignment, ternampaklah nama yang macam sangat familiar ni kat blog skutergirl. I got tagged again.. huhu.


a. People who have been tagged must write their answers on their blog and replace any question that they dislike with a new, original question.
b. Tag eight people. Don't refuse to do that. Don't tag who tagged you. ( i got the feeling i'm gonna abide this rule)


1. What are you listening to right now?
don't wanna try, my everything-taeyang and junsu piano battle. ( ok, i admit..i'm a hopeless romantic)

2. How do you style your hair?
hurm.. style? free style,just comb it so that i don't really look like a schizophenic patient.

3. What are you wearing right now?
pijama.. -it's almost 12 midnite, so wat u expect?

4. What are you currently reading?
drug list for emergency.. ( help.. i can't read this anymore!!)

5. Dumbest thing you've done this week?
dumbest.. lets see.. startin from this week? hurm, a lot i think,
Salah masuk wad, pastu pura2 jadi relative patient sbb nak control malu, tapi kena tegur gak ngan cik Guard, dah pakai uniform, nak pura2 lagi..
pastu masuk lif, x tekan butang.. pastu marah pasal apa lif tu x gerak2.. ( kes syndrome aku-kn-buli-p-ambik-benda lagi)

6. Have you named your computer? If so what's its name?
ia x da surat branak atau IC, tapi kawan2 dia panggil ia VIP

7. Theme song playing in the background as you die?
wei.. jangan r nyanyi waktu aku nak mati hatta kat kubur aku .. aku jadi antu kang..

baca Yasin r.

8. What have you ever wanted to do in your life but never had the guts to do it?
ask dad to give me money to watch all big bang's concerts. Aku rasa mesti dia kejar aku satu kampung ngan penyapu kalo aku request mcam 2.

9. What is your all time favorite movie?
Windstruck ( i could laugh and cry watching that film regardless of how many tym i watch it)

10. What is your weirdest habit?
hurm.. i clean up the house when i'm sad? ( pelik ke tuh?)

11. What is your favorite color?
i'm colorblind..hahaha

12. How much money do you think you are worth?
how much can u give?

13. What's the weirdest thing you say in RL?
”strawberry black pepper”.. sumpah aku boikot strawberry pas kejadian berikut . I’m so not eating strawberry after this!! sapa yang tahu pasal tat incident-diam. * amaran keras ni*

14. Which languages do you wish you spoke?
Korean &  Italian ( bcause it sound kinda romantic)

15. What is your biggest pet peeve?
x paham soklan r..

16. What's your ideal weapon?
injection needle ( any objection?)

17. Who was your childhood idol?
malu r nak ngaku..my class teacher..Pn fauziah. sebeb dia slalu puji aku punya karangan ngan pujuk aku time aku merajuk sebab kalah dalam story telling.

18. Funniest movie quote you've ever heard?
hurm.. the latest? "can u give me breast milk ?" from this movie

19. If you were in a band, what kind of music would you play and what instrument would you want to play?
pop..or rap.any kind of music that bigbang sings to( kalo dorang nyanyi dangdut pun bantai jelah) .. jadi tukang tepuk tangan je leh?

20. Tell me something you love about the person who tagged you.
love don't need a reason right?( i swear i'm not a lesbo)
n the fact that she can just be true 2 herself regardless of anything that happens around and she can play the guitar ( well, compared to me, the only instrument i can play is the recorder ( tu pun lagu twinkle2 little star je)


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  • Mood: exanimate
  • Music:the sound of nisa eating maggi

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Mar. 16th, 2009

  • 1:50 AM

sepatutnya aku sudah x tercongok di depan laptop ni lagi pada wak2 warga rumah yang len tido sambil bermimpikan praktikal yang bakal bermula esok..
tapi syndrome gatal-tangan-nak-update-blog ( restless hand syndrome?) datang lagi..
sebenarnya x tau pun nak taip apa, just kegatalan yang x semena2 datng ni memaksa aku taip gak something.

sebenarnya cik Aliaa dah lama menge"tag" aku dengan tag berikut. tapi disebabkan aku mempunyai vitamin M yang banyak ( quote dr Pn Kalsom lagi) , benda alah ni sengaja di'x-buatkan" ..hehe. sorry cik Aliaa.

1)Do you think you're hot?
sekarang hujan.. sejuk r.

2)Upload your favourite picture of you!
( setakat yang ada dalam laptop ni ketika ni)

3)Why do you like that picture?
hurm.. perlukah sy jawab soalan berikut? sbb sy sgt suka group drama sy kat matrik dulu, saya suka matrik, sy suka buat drama..dan adalah..

4)When was the last time you ate pizza?
tym gado kat umah.. last 3 week.. ( ops.. dah terbuka rahsia lak)

5)The last song you listened to?
skrg tgh dengar Make LOve- Bigbang ( saya dengar je lagu terbabit..x da maksud lain2)

6)What are you doing right now besides this?
menguap.. ngantuk dohh

7)What name would you prefer besides yours?
jap.. nak pikir:
1-dulu tym kecik2 suka sgt nama puteri( asal main masak2 je trus tkar nama puteri nurlelawati( ntah hapa2 aku dulu))
2-pastu tym masyuk gile ngan kashiwabara takeshi( sbb citer itazura na kiss) - izza kashiwabara ( @ mrs Irie)
3-tym nama kena Pn Rohana luxamana panggil sbb salah buat keja KH, pastu tau dah, dia nak cubit r 2- nama len selain Izza (smpai skrg fobia oo)
4-pastu bila minat ngan Hideaki - mrs TAkizawa
tym brangan jadi pelukis komik utk skool mag :-izza Umezawa ( terpengaruh ngan haruto umezawa)
5-habihkan 84 hinggit beli VCD cncert Arashi(how is it goin), playback sHo's solo"touch my body" adala beberapa puluh kali sampai VCD 2 tenat : mrs sho sakurai
6-pastu tertengok jin nyanyi ngan Ueda lagu" butterfly" sambil bukak2 spek itam, kena panah ngan budak2 bersayap yang bawa arrow bentuk love- pengsan jap, - nak jd izzanishi
7-curang jap ngan Jin, tengok yamapi dalam mag "wink-up" :-hime ( haha.. puteri balik)
8-beli crita "sky of love", hiruma yang sangat seksi dan cumel ( macam nak piat2 muka dia) menggoda aku tengok cerita berikut lebih dr 10 kali - nak nama aragaki yui
9-berjinak2 ngan korean pya variety show, "the star golden bell"- tgk hyun joong bt muka cumel sambil goyang2 punggung dia tym nyanyi lagu " song calling 4 u" - lee hyori
10-Aliaa paksa ( betul..x tipu) dengar lagu big bang, pas tgk MV haru2 tym top gado2 ngan GD - mrs Choi
11-tym Top kiss Hyori : mona fendi  hyori's killer
12-young bae release album, HOT, n lookin damn sexy in Prayer's MV - hurm.. x tau, tapi sy nak kawen ngan beliau.. hahaha
13-terpengaruh ngn kwn2 utk tgk Pirate of the carribean : saya suke Jack sparrow, nak kawen ngan dia gak ( mrs sparrow a kot([bkn burung layang2 r]l)
14-last n latest, tengok citer "baby n me"" hong-gil-dong" ngan iklan "toucholic-samsung" dengan mata yang x berkelip2 memandang si jang geun suk yang terbukti lebih cumel dari takki, niunai,top dan kashiwabara- trus nak p korea nak masuk meminang dia dan jadi MRS JANG ( huduh lak bunyinya.. tapi x kisah la)
kesimpulannya.. sy sgt suka nama sendiri.. just nak tambah nama family bila dh kawen je..(hohoho)



I tag :
1- cik Aliaa ( malas nakcarik orang len buat la)
2- cik Adib ( x kira- malas atau x, buat gak)
3- Cik Ida
4- Cik Mardiah
5- sape2 r..*mode ngantuk*

8)Who is number 1?
ntah siapakah beliau.. hahaha. hurm, rakan fangirling,gosip, meluah prasaan, merapu, rakan msg2 pnjang smpai kul 2-3 pagi,queen of pirate, ex-classmate, madu, shareholder..

9)Number 3 is having a relationship with?
hurm.. i think with OnoD.. ( dun u wish dear..hahaha)

10)Say something about number 5?
saya x tau dia

11)How about number 4?
Die dah kawen.. suami die ensem.hehehe.

12)Who is number 2?
yang ni..? anak boss mak saya, kawan p tgk wayang, kwn utk bt benda2 jahat ( hohoho) mcm p tgk konsert yg kononya senyap2. tukang buli sy dari form 2, pemberi pinjam anime dan yang bersekongkol dengannya..

ntah hapa2 aku dah merepek ni.. dah.. cpt p tido !!
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my life as a student..so far

  • Mar. 13th, 2009 at 3:32 PM

sesekali trasa nak post dalam bahasa sendiri.. huhu

nak balik kampunggggggggggg!
hari ni nampaknya encik matahari malas buat keja lagi.. hujan lagi pagi ni.
mentang2 la Agnes monica nyanyi lagu nama dia.. trus jadi jiwang si matahari. Disebabkan aku punya prangai malas ngan tahap kesejukan kat dalam bilik ni mempunyai positive significant correlation,( tringat research methodology lak) maka secara relatifnya aku terus jadi malas nak bangun tido pagi tadi dan sekaligus menghancuskan timetable aku utk buat assignment pediatric ngan management..sekali lagi.
semua ni salah kamu encik matahari..

semalam tiba2 papan2 kenyataan kat fakulti diserbu macam orang serbu Sogo time member card day.. Ramai giler wanita2 berasak2 nak beli beg yang kononnya dah dimurahkan sgt 2 (padahal ada je yang dorang jual harga asal), mengingatkan aku kpada misae dalam crita shin chan(kartun kegemaran cik Nisa). hilang sgala keayuan mereka time berebut nak beli beg tu.. rilex la kak, banyak lagi beg kat situ, buatpa gado2 ni. . Dah termenyimpang pulak.

berbalik ke perkara asal, rupanya serbuan ke atas papan2 kenyataan yang sebelum ni pandang sebelah mata pun x mau tu berikutan pemberitahuan jadual praktikal sem ni.
Seperti yang dijangka..semester ni aku praktikal di hospital Ampang ngan hospital Selayang lagi. jadi kepada kamu2 yang tinggal dekat2 dengan kawasan berikut, tolong jangan men"sakitkan" diri sendiri.. secara sengaja atau tidak. ( boleh ke mintak macam tu?). bagila kitaorang pluang rilex2 sket kat Emergency room tu. hahaha. aku bukan nurse yang pemalas seperti sesetengah nurse yang gemar membuat senaman membesarkan buntut ( quote dr Pn Kalsom) di bebrapa hospital kerajaan tu, tapi.. time praktical memang sangat mencabar kekuatan kaki aku untuk berdiri sepanjang shif bila patient ramai ( bleh dapat varicose vein mcm ni tau) . plus, para student nurse ni la yang kena buat hampir suma keja kat wad. Dari tolong amik kertas observation sampai perkara2 remeh lain..( sampai nak amik glove yang dok kat tepi dia je pun mintak student tolong bagi-melampau tul!!) sapa kata budak sekolah je kena buli? kat dalam wad pun ada gejala ni tau. x kena ngan nurse, kena dengan houseman yang aku-doktor-ke-kau-doktor punya prangai ( 2 belum jadi MO lagi dah menyombong x tau hala), tapi sampai ke specialist pun ramai je kaki buli student ni. so, kepada kwn2ku yang sedang blajar jadi dokter ni.. dont follow this at home..Nurses are not ur handmaiden..janganlah mengamlkan kemalasan melampau sampai nak buang jarum ngan syringe pun malas sgt.ni yang buat sy marah.. rasa macam nak langgar je kereta dia kitaorang pun ad keja len jgk OK.ces.. sempat ngadu nasib lak.( ini cuma merujuk kepada warga hospital yang mempunyai syndrome aku-mesti-buli-student-nurse-harini shaja.. bukan semua OK) .nak melawan, nanti takut kena label " student-purple-yang-suka-melawan-cakap" tambah pulak dengan jelingan ko-x-ikut-cakap-aku-aku-report-kat-sister. nasiblah.. sapa suruh mintak course Nursing ni..( ayat feberet En Yusub bila aku ngadu kat dia)

sem ni kat emergency room.. gile cuak aku fikir aku nak kena posting kat situ. time kelas Pn Salina pun aku pikir aku boleh pitam tengok slide2 yang sadis lagi mengerikan 2.. Tengok anjing kena langgar pun aku dah meraung kuat dah.. inikan pulak manusia.. Harap2 x da la si mat2 rempit buat operasi nak masuk wad ortopedik beramai2 time aku kat emergency room 2.

sambil2 membelek jadual praktikat berikut, aku tersedar, dorang adakan jugak praktikal hari Sabtu.. Zalim betul. Hari ahad je cuti.. mana cukup.!!! x boleh r nak balik kampung time cuti minggu dah macam ni.. ini membuatkan mood aku dengan sepantas kilat meluru keluar..
KENAPA????
KENAPA????
aku mensyaki si kaki2 buli yang disebutkan sebelum ni yang membuat request berikut kepada fakulti.. Memang la Kementrian punya student nurse praktikal sampai sabtu, tapi dorang dapat elaun ok.. kitaorang bt keja sukarelawan ni tau.. satu sen pun x dapat.. dapat utang PTPTN ada la. jangan la samakan kitaorang ngan KKM. memang x sama pun, kitaorng baju purple, dorang putih, dalam ertikata len, baju kitaorg lagi anggun la sampai makcik2 kat wad pun berkenan. tapi kadang2 disalahertikan sbg radicare( tkg cuci) kat hospital x pun pekerja kilang.. cisss, menghina tul. Mana ada pekerja kilang bawa stetoscope, termometer ngan BP set pi keja.. Tengok, kuar tajuk lagi.
( kan dah kata.. warna purple tu lagi anggun..lagi mencapub)

apa pun, aku sangat x puas ati sebab praktikal hari sabtu. bukan x suka pegi praktikal,( aku kalo boleh x mau balik pun bila dah kat wad) , tapi tolongla pikir, mana sempat nak buat suma assignment ngan studi macam ni. hari praktikal memang tangkap leleh( letih r.. bukan jiwang) punya bila balik.. bohong la kalo kata aku boleh studi mcm biasa tym ni. so ada sabtu ahad jer nak meronggeng,menonggeng, bt assignment yang minggu depan kena antar, baca buku sbb takut kena tanya kat wad, pi meronda kat time square cari strap BiG Bang (sambil bagi sign mata kat Aliaa)..waa..JAHAT..JAHAT..JAHAT.
lagi satu, kalo En Yusub ngan bininya yang tercinta, PN fatimah nak mai melawat aku, x boleh dah la ni sbb Kedah cuti jumaat ngan sabtu. Memikirkan ni.. aku menjadi Down balik( bukan down syndrome)
hari ni pun aku memasang angan2 nak balik Kedah.. x jadi sebab tiba2 Pn Salina nak buat kelas petang ni. rasa macam nak menangis2 kat handphone bagitau kat En yusub, aku x leh balik. tapi demi x mau dicop Crybaby oleh beliau, pura2 je la x da pape. tapi kalo aku nangis, ada ke kemungkinan dorang nak datang sini lagi? hurm...
patut ke aku cari batu belah batu bertangkup.. AKU KEMPUNAN NAK BALIK KAMPUNG.!!


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credits to
  • Pn Kalsom di atas word2 brilliant beliau yang x penah gagal membuatkan aku sakit perut time kelas managmnt
  • Pn Salina yang lawa lagi anggun ( puji ada maksud ni)
  • En yusub dan keluarga
  • mereka yang namanya macam disebut2.
  • nurse2 dan dokter2 yang terlibat.
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AFTER SCHOOL

  • Feb. 26th, 2009 at 6:38 PM

i must admit.. i'm not very much into pussycat doll..
but i love their song, "don'cha "very much
however, when korean artist tried the same concept.. i' m totally hooked up.
i've been listening to this new group, " After school"
Oh.. wow.. they are so sexy and gorgeous!!!!
i love the rappers and the leader ( her style is so much like nicole, but of course nicole is prettier )
they r like the female version of big bang to me ( seriously)
hope that they will collaborate with big bang one day..( ohh , cant wait till that happens!!!)





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boys over flower~definitely

  • Feb. 24th, 2009 at 12:29 PM

just got some time to watch korean hana yori dango * jumps*
i just cant take my eyes off Hyun joong..
HYUN JOONG is damn cute!!! will u stop being that cute so that i can stop liking u so much?
i must admit, the korean version tops the japanese version..
but still, after watching big bang's HYD parody, i think TOP suits the role of tsukasa more ( but the big bang's version is just stupid and funny..why must they make daesung the heroine.. haha)
Top didn't actually kiss daesung.. did he?

i just love SS's song for that drama.. totally addicting.. LOVE IT!!
espcially the sound of music box in the beginning and the end of the song..
 







 

 

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